other countries are looking at returning, india, china, maybe russia, not us. how do you feel about in a? >> pretty disappointed. i feel empty inside. we cracked the door open half a century ago. we were challenged to do something no one thought we could do by kennedy. we were challenged to do the impossible. half a century later, the leadership we took from the soviets we've given back to the same people, though we call them russians, full circle. we're here saying what are we doing and where are we going? by the way, can we get a ride to our space station? how does that make you feel? how does it make me feel, but you're an american. you're a taxpayer. you're -- you're as red, white, and blue as anybody i know and that's -- i get that comment from so many people around the country. what are we doing? where are we going? why aren't we? how did this -- how did we let this happen? we cannot put an american on an american piece of hardware today, a half a century after we had gone to the moon. >> there is orange fire -- soil, all over. orange. >> even more import